The funny thing about life is that it changes all the freaking time. We can either go along with those changes willingly or get dragged along by our ankles with our heads bobbing along in the dirt. I haven’t decided which one I’m best at. I have decided that it cannot be avoided.
We are planning some BIG changes soon, like HUGE, life-changing changes. It’s scary and it’s different, it’s unknown and all of that stresses me out. We’ve decided to relocate our lives to Texas, to be closer to family and better employment opportunities for both Justin and myself. We aren’t just moving, no, that implies we are just going around the block. We are transporting our lives over 2000 miles to the unknown.
We aren’t moving tomorrow, or next month, we’ve got a few months to get organized, get prepared and packed. But there are so many unknowns to along the way that I’m feeling unsure about it all. It’s almost too late to turn back, as did Columbus, we are burning our ships, so that we are highly motivated to succeed in this process.
So today, I am openly admitting it freaks me out
a little a lot to contemplate leaving our jobs, our home, our friends, all that is safe and secure. I’ll try not to let the freak out go on too long, that would really suck.